Tuesday, August 14, 2007 5:49 AM
gt chinese O level result quite disappointin wif e grade
all becoz of e oral wihich kills all of us on tat day.
i onil got a B3 grade & a Merit for mi oral
if oral is a Distinction everything will change for e better.
hw i wish man moderate moderate also moderate on e same day ppl
wat is e use man, from wat i kn is tat onil less than five
gt a Distinction for oral which is taken on e same day as mi.
lots & lots of ppl gt a B3 & everyone seem liz nothing happened
when gt e result from mdmchua i was liz B3? nvm.
i dun hav ani emotion at tat moment & denise was waitin for hers
coz she is e last person to get e result & when msteo say she gt a A2
was so happi for her lor & she hav to go sing national anthem at orchard.
durin e last two periods of e day, gt a few times i hav e urge to cry out
but i told myself to control & cannot let ppl see mi cry in class.
i felt tat when i drinkin water i can control mi tears
thus i kept on drinkin water to control,
think by e time sch ends i had drank 5 bottles of water le.
dunno y also jus kept on drinkin & drinkin to numb myself, maybe?
i jus need a time where i can cry out loud to destress myself ba
jus a place alone and quiet for myself to reflect on myself.
& congrats to all mi close frens hu gt a A grade for it
Aileng(A1), Xueling(A1), Riswan(A1), Denise (A2) & Jason(A2)..
I was here (:
