Sunday, December 31, 2006 8:55 PM
In tis year, i had discovered n learned quite a lot of things in life.
overall all i did was play n no work at all.
gt such a lousy results for end of year. think wat all teachers said were right.
i spent too much times in Npcc le. i nv plan out time for play n work.
i was too playful in tis whole year. wasted a lot of time.
but all i wanna was to be a gd leader in Npcc. What had i done wrong.
mus i reaill give up Npcc so as to concentrate in studies?
teachers had been sayin:'do u wanna to be a police woman in e future?'
'what do u think is mre important?studies or Npcc?'
thinkin through all these..i guess i reaill did wrong ba.
to all e friendship of mi buddies n squadmates
n cadets n also ppl from npdp:
i feel veri hounored to have known u ppl.
Denise
Chenglong
Peiyee
Edna
Shaolun
Bangqi
Elaine
WanQiu
Jason
Kennard
Yichao
Jianbin
Minghui
Stanley
to all e ppl mentioned above. i reaill wanna thanx u guys a zillion times.
for being wif mi at times where i was up or down.
u guys nv failed to cheer mi up n be wif mi whenever i need u guys.
when i was injured or nt fellin well durin times,
e concern from u ppl heal mi wound.
i feel safe when i m wif u ppl.
although i onil see sum of u for a few times.
but e smses sent between us symbolises e bond between us.
n whenever i sent a msg to u..n u nv reply,
do u kn hw disappointed was i?
u either reply e next day or e worse come to worse..
u nv reply mi at all. wat do u think i m? a play toy for u?
i shall nt say hu is tat. if u see tis u will kn de.
n also dun ask mi hu is tat too.
there r moments of joy n laughter wif u ppl.
competitions held by area3 drew us closer.
in studies i promised to buck up asap. i will study hard for o level.
i mus nt disappoint mi family members n also u ppl de.
whenever we can we mus also study together
so tat we can improve by peer tutorin.
to myself: chooichi stop playin n concentrate mre on ur studies!!!
i wanna outdo myself n aim for a gd results.
n to do be able to do tis. i hope tat e boys in mi class will nt make noise le.
i dun liz to be alone anywhere i go. i dun liz e feelin of it at all.
liz wat happen to mi durin atc.
i dun wanna see e ppl around mi to be disappointed by mi.
I DUN WANNA & i dun like.
tears r rollin down mi cheek n i somehow feel i was so lonely at times.
thinkin of when sch reopens, noone will be in e same class as mi.
hu should i hang out wif?i m so puzzled nw. anione can help mi out?
year2006 is cumin to an end in a few mre minutes n here i m.
doin a final reflection of myself. hope i can reaill change.
although i dun looked beautiful but i believed
tat there is inner beauty in tis world.
no one is perfect n tis world, everyone had their weakenese.
dun look at a person de bad side..look at their bright side.
next year aft mi o level..i will sure cum back to tis post to see de.
if i gt achieved mi target anot de. best of luck ppl.
for everything u does in year 2007. & for mi batchmates jia you for o level.
I was here (:
